Why, oh why

Why, oh why…

Your eyes, your ears, your hair, your hands. Alive, breathing, moving in stillness.

You created.

You weaved.

You cried.

You laughed.

You painted the Starry Night.

Your ginger hair was sticky with blood.

Madness of the world.

Love for your brother, longing to have a cup of tea with him.

Love for the flowers and trees, blossoms and people.

Constant lack. Struggle. Tears.

Words and more words in private letters.

Wet paint.

The painting is staring at you, wondering. Will they see me, will they hear me, will they know the truth of me…

Staring into eternity.

The ear, the gun, the mental institution. Staging for your tragedy.

I miss you.

Your colourful face, and your laughter, and the funny hats, and your deep dark eyes. So deep, I can feel the chill at the bottom of the clear mountain lake.

Why, oh why, Vincent.

Did you forget? You don´t cheat the End of Story.

April 23, 2020

Published by Natasha Harmony Unique

I like to write stories since I was 5 years old. My head is always busy composing the next story, a continuous “head log” or “head magazine”. I hope and intend that it is finally the time to “empty the cup” and to let the stories out for a walk into the Cosmic Field of this digital magazine. My wish is for these stories to wake up a sense of mystery that is life in everyone who reads them, to give hope to the ones who might have lost it on the way, to encourage the ones who feel powerless to get their power back and to help people to be happy, if they want to. Because they can. To see people happy makes me very happy. Welcome to my “How to Be Happy if you Want to” Web Magazine! Life hacks 101 of a Cosmic Traveler.

4 thoughts on “Why, oh why

  1. Poor old Vincent, his canvases were full, he kept going to the end but when it seems to be Time’s Up, it’s up. If you feel this way, talk to someone. Just talk, the game, like life, is never over until your lessons are done.

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